Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Friday, October 21, 2005

promo results were bad.

all i can say is, its all my own fault that i'm now stuck with the dilemna of either dropping one sub and taking S paper or trying to keep 4 subs and not take S paper, instead of being able to do both, which was what was supposed to happen. i guess God has other plans for me. now, i'm at the T-junction of my life... which road should i take Lord? your baby girl needs some help here... =(

the whole getting results back thing has really drained me. i was numb almost the whole day afterwards. thankfully, my parents didn't overreact to it. they were, on the contrary, supportive. my dad even offered to get tuition for me for math. to which i kindly declined. i don't know what to think now. i'm not even sure what to do. i just need to spend some time talking to my Daddy. i need Him to tell me what i'm supposed to do. i don't want to make the wrong move.

tomorrow is AC open house. yay. quite excited. will be singing to whole day... potentially tiring, but i'm still looking forward to it.

i guess i'm in a mix of feelings right now. they are all so mixed up that i don't exactly know what i'm supposed to be feeling... really... too many things happened at once. i'm quite in a daze now. and yes, i'm developing a headache so i shall go and take a nap while waiting for dinner.

John12:27-28"Now my heart is troubled, and what shall i say? 'Father save me from this hour'? No it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father glorify your name!"

7:00 pm
soak up the son