Thursday, June 28, 2007
this is the life. :DDD
i'm so loving every moment of it.
1:50 am
soak up the son
Thursday, June 21, 2007
don't know why i've been feeling very strange.. i feel like ripping myself apart. maybe it'll be less frustrating that way. grrrr..
10:29 am
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
at long last, esther has quit her job!! *trumpets sound and angels herald*
its been quite a while since i last updated, my blog is pretty dead. hahaha. too much has happened for me to squeeze in one little entry. lalalala check out my facebook, i think the photos will give you a better idea. :P
I went for my first sleepover! At my dearest Elaine Heng Xin Ling's house last Friday. hahahaha! Not bad huh E, i gave my first to you. :)) i only brought one set of clothes (yes, toothbrushless and all..) so i slept on the couch that night with the aircon blasting at full strength and was freezing my little butt off. It was pretty interesting tho, the 3 of us (E, me and Hons) slept in front of the TV, another first for me. So we were watching TV till nearly 1am and then talked and laughed and were being silly. Then at 2am, the 3 of us were starving so i went to munch cup-noodles and the 2 other clowns went to eat biscuits and what not. hahaha. E kept consoling herself that she had ballet the next day so she'd burn everything she ate at 2am right off. hahahaha..
pretty sad that in less than 2 weeks, people will start leaving our sunny little island one by one to study. Nat in Hey!Matey-land, Hons in Brownie and E probably going to Canada. Left me and Bea, who will be in friggin Tuas. :((( don't know when the 5 of us will ever meet again. sigh..
on a happier note, congrats to all the boys that just POP lo! hahahaha.. went to Chek's house on Saturday to celebrate their liberation and welcome them back to civilisation. Bet the air smells tons fresher out here. hahahaha. its been quite a while since i've seen everyone anyways.. but not everyone was at Chek's tho. Xizhen, aka Yoggi bear who did a vanishing act once again; Gerrarder who wasn't there and i haven't seen since.. Christmas?! ahahaha; Miche who was supposed to come have birthday lunch with me and it never actualised; Cheryl Chua who is now a workaholic; Debbie whom i haven't seen since i don't even remember when;... so anyways, you get the drift.
other than that, i'm going to embrace freedom next week so i'll be able to sleep in again and embrace tai tai life until school starts. hee. :))
oh wells, i'm addicted to facebook these days. much easier uploading photos there. hee
peace on earth!*goodness i realised that i haven't written for so long that i'm grammatically incoherent. argh! sucks.*
4:56 pm
soak up the son
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Over It, Katherine Mcphee
I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know
I'm not okay
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone.
Oh and that's why
Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over... (I'm sorry)
Moving on
It is my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it...
I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt
Ohhhhh, and that's why
Your world, I'm over it
So sure, I'm over it
I'm not your girl, I'm over it
I'm over it, I'm over
Don't call
Don't come by
Aint no use don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more cryin' in the rain
4:19 pm
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i have a feeling June 2007 is going to be an eventful one. :)))) the anticipation is killing me.. buahahaa.
other than coming back fatigued from our smashing F5 Hongkongland Tour 2007 and then going for cell beach soccer and rugby the very next day of my arrival in our sunny singapore, i have unfortunately returned to my mundane schedule of work work work and more work. nothing beats sitting in the office, staring at your computer screen and waiting for your butt to get fat. these days my motiation to workout at Planet Fitness has offically fizzed off into nothingness and i'm ballooning exponentially. hahahaha. okay that's not exactly true cos i haven't had much appetite since i came back from hongkongland.. maybe cos the food there is so amazingly nice!! :PP yew char kuay and porridge and harm jin pang and tim sum and wan ton noodles and mango dessert. MMmmmmm... i'm having midnight cravings again. heh.
there's this part of me that always seems to doubt, even when i'm 99.999999% sure of something, i can't help but feel that itty bit of doubt that creeps in so subtly and then envelops my confidence. insecurity and fear grips me, then all hell breaks lose and i cave in emotionally into depression. i find that the older i get the more i insecure i am. perhaps its also cos the older you get the more freedom you have and hence the more choices you have to make and wanting to make those 'right' choices causes you to become more afraid to take risks and get hurt. sigh.. sad case.
i hope the courage that i saw in you and inspired me never fades away..
12:01 am
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Friday, June 01, 2007
i'd like to...
i'd love to...
i really want to...
12:58 pm
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