Tuesday, December 26, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!!yeappers. hope everyone had a fabulous christmas!!
share the joy, share the love..
i had probably the most unforgettable christmas this year with the alumni choir this year. singing carols and counting down with them squashed up in Mariott's hotel room watching Love Actually. haha. it was the most warm christmas i've ever felt in a long time perhaps also cos i shared it with people that were so close to my heart.
the next day was even better, met up with more choir people (and army boys) in the morning for brunch.. saw SML and yihui, both whom i miss so dearly. looking good i must say. haha. then met my bestest best girlfriends in the world, my F5 (2 of which were absent but well.. haha.) at Elaine's house for lunch. had a good time laughing with Elaine, hons, and e's sisters watching Bring It On 3. hahaha.
then off to family dinner and then met up with AHSCones at Vivo at nearly 9 for like supper. i miss them so so much.. tash, mich, ethel, ting, bev, cheryl, soph, meixi and the many many boys.. fish aka long ge, alvin mun, shaun, ashish, barry, darren, daniel dear, matt, josh, peter, josia, michael.. then there was the illegal gathering and crazy boyband filming at like nearly 2 am on some random bridge near Clarke Quay after our drink at Iguana Bar. hahaha. we were all pretty high. XP.
yeappers. that was my christmas 2006.
i'm really looking forward to the new year. its going to be so exciting: Orientation 07, working, meeting up with friends, family time, F5 birthday, Class gathering, Skittles outing, the
BIG party coming up, the New Year Countdown at our favourite Xi Zhen's mansion.. can't wait!! =)
but well i guess all that is part of growing up.. yet there's this side of me that doesn't want to grow up. don't want to face the world, don't want to have to be on my own, don't want to be held responsible and account for myself. haha. conflicted lil ole me.
i've come to realise that love really gives a person the courage to do or say things beyond their imagination.
unfortunately, i have no strength or courage left to love again.
so in this festive season, i wish everyone love. and world peace. =)
6:16 pm
soak up the son
Sunday, December 24, 2006
to love and to be loved.
but for now, to forget.. and be forgotten.
12:20 am
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Friday, December 22, 2006
I'M BACK!!!woo hoo. the trip was such a blast!! everything there was awesome: weather, food, lodging, people (yes, there are so many cute guys and pretty girls there. =DD). hahaha. i really really enjoyed myself. took like a kerbazillion pictures so i doubt i will upload it. hahah. maybe i will in my free time la. anyways, i didn't forget about all my beloved friends out there while i was in beautiful japannn.. heahaha. bought loads of stuff so i guess i'll be handing out the presents soon. hahahaha. =)
i guess it was a good break for me, away in a really lovely far away land with my dear family and my cousin. a time to recharge, a time to think, a time to reflect and to really just isolate myself and spend time with God and the people who are closest to my heart. well, coming back to our sunny little island, i guess life won't ever be the same again. yes, i know God has pointed me somewhere and more than ever i'm sure that i can hear His voice in my life so i'm taking it step by step with Him. i've learnt that i have to wait for good things to come. yes indeed. waiting is such an important process that i've learnt to embrace more than ever. and i guess, i don't want to be the same again. the same old person i was. so this is perhaps the start of a new person. haha. don't worry, i haven't morphed into some strange woman. just that maybe when u meet me, perhaps u'd notice that some things have changed. haha.
oh wells, change is good i guess. changing for the better and changing to be closer to Him and more like Him. its not about ME anyways. a lot of hurts and disappointments in the past year.. i'm just going to let it go and give it all to Him. and moving on to the new year ahead, i think i'm going to be like crazily busy. a bit sad cos that will mean that i have less time for going out and everything. hahaha. oh wells.
i bought nice nice clothes in japan!! hahaha. yes i'm obviously very happy about that. just a tinge of disappointment cos i didn't get boots. hahahaha. they are seriously nice la. and my wardrobe is crying out for a revamp. bought some nice cosmetics there and like hair clips and stuff. i realise that japanese people are really really BRANDED. yes.. every other girl on the street i see is carrying either Louis Vuitton or Chanel of Gucci. roarrr. hahaha.
all rightios, i gotta go now. tonight i'm going to watch my little juniors carol!! yay. perhaps relive some memories from last year when i was caroling as a J1. hahahaha. yeappers. till then, world peace!!
ps. hope the boys in army are doing good.. got u guys some cool stuff!! can't wait to see all of u. heh heh. i will remember to bring camera. XP
1:03 pm
soak up the son
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
You alone i praise, the keeper of my heart..
some closure today. feeling pretty numb. not sure if its the best thing to do or the right decision. but oh well. i give them all to You, Lord. take it all.
feeling a bit tired now. i really should start packing for the trip soon. like now. hahahaha. i still need to do my uni apps. argh.
1:24 am
soak up the son
Saturday, December 09, 2006
you remind me of someone i know..
and after talking to you today, i realise that there is so much more out there.
for so long i've been trapped in my own little world, not realising that there is more than what i think there is.
meeting you made me want to pursue greater things and not settle for something less.
perhaps all this while, i've been so naive in thinking.
12:44 am
soak up the son
Sunday, December 03, 2006
TO INFINITY AND BEYONDit's been a really eventful week. let me just say that shopping for 7 days a week straight is really starting to take its toil on me. haha. never imagined that i'd feel this way.
managed to get everything for prom already. can't believe its in 2 day's time actually. but i'm looking forward to tomorrow cos its time to CUT HAIR at last. seriously, there's some wild bush growing out from my scalp. its THAT bad. roarrrr. haha. can't wait to get it trimmed.
then there's concert tomorrow after the hair cut, to which i got a very nice top this afternoon to go in tomorrow night. =)
shopping today with my family at Orchard was splendid. bought loads and loads of stuff and spent quite a bit. i really felt the pinch when my mom took out her credit card and started swiping. haha. yeappers.
okay, i'm pretty tired. gotta wake up quite early tomorrow morning.
toodles.
11:52 pm
soak up the son
Friday, December 01, 2006
WILD GIRLWOW its hard to believe that its been exactly one week since the As ended. somehow it seemed like its been more than a month already. haha. strange eh. anyways, these few days i've been really busy running here and there to shop. hardly managed to shop for myself. but today was a FRUITFUL day indeed!! well jolene huangs was supposed to come with me to make a kill but she fell ill.. =((( my poor sweetie is ill. sighs. so today i had to shop by myself. it was a bit sad, but very purposeful. i managed to get accessories for my prom outfit today: my clutch and ear rings and necklace (which i can't decide whether it should be worn as necklace or bracelet. haha). so that ends my prom shopping!! woo hoo. finally... after a million years i'm DONE with prom shopping. hahaha. went to do my eyebrows today. the lady did a pretty bad job tho... my eyebrows look kinda weird. HAHAHA. hopefully the person doing my make up can do something about the horrible state of my brows. XPsomehow i'm dead tired today. perhaps its cos the past few days i've been sleeping at like 1 or 2 am. hahaha. but well, i need to be awake and energized tomorrow so i guess i'll sleep early tonight for the performance tomorrow morning. i managed to see SML for the first time in a long time today. i really miss him being very spastic and fidgiting next to me during choir practices and performances. hahaha. it felt very surreal today when he stood next to me for caroling.. its like back to the good ole days when he used to crack on the high notes and i'd just roll my eyes at him and occasionally jab the TURKEY. hahaha. =)oh wells, can't wait for the performance tomorrow and the party after that with the AH people. dunno who's gonna be there but i'm just looking forward to seeing everyone again. missing everyone like MADDDD. hahaha. i've been going for dinner parties most of the week like some wild girl. hehehe. need to start saving $$$ again for Christmas and the trip. my bank account is currently bleeding. =P
all rights. its time for me to head to the shower and then to bed. tomorrow's gonna be a LONGGG day.. btw i have many many MANY photos to uploads, but blogger is just not cooperating. roarrr.
10:40 pm
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