Tuesday, May 30, 2006
AEWF 2006 was just awesome. =)
words can't describe how much i enjoyed it. the months we practiced the hours we sat in the HR singing and rehearsing really paid off...
i'm so proud of you my lil J1 juniors, you guys have really grown quite a bit and i'm just so comforted to see that you've all grown both physically (ie. prettier.. hahaha) and mentally. and being a senior i'm just so excited to see how much more you guys can grow as a batch. remember that we will always love u, and u will always be our lil kiddos. muacks and hugs.
to my dearest batch mates, here we are, standing at the threshold of yet another chapter of our lives. the june holidays are finally here or dreadfully here... yes, sometimes i get that sick feeling in my stomach just thinking that the june hols are here and what awaits us is seemingly going to consume our often fatigued bodies and tired minds. hahaha. yet we stand as a batch and as one, just like we do during every other performance. and i'm not afraid cos i know that you guys will be there beside me. i love you all. =)
for all the supporters who bought tickets from me and came last night, thank you all. i love you all so so much. hanks to momsy, daddy and mei. tho i heard that the bouquet got confiscated, haha, its okay. thank you for supporting me all the way, for allowing me to explore my love and passion for music and singing. and thank you for being there every step of the way.
a big thank you to my dearest F5 and friends (you know who you are. hahaha). tho nat couldn't be there physically, i'm sure she there in spirit (haha... hopefully). thank you guys for always being there when i just need a person to hear me out, when i needed some comfort or just a shoulder to cry on. when i feel as tho i can't go on any longer, thank you guys for always being there... its amazing how our friendship is still strong. and i really thank God for being so blessed with best friends like you guys, best friends that i grew up with and can grow old with. its just so comforting to know that you guys are with me in finding my passion for music. love you guys to bits!!! =)
to my dear AHSCones and friends (you guys know who u are too... tee hee), thank you all for being there... for those who wanted to and couldn't also. thank you. i'm appreciate you guys so so much and you've really made JC life such a joy. i really wouldn't know what to do without each one of you. thank you guys for being there each step of the way for me. and i know i can look back and really enjoy every moment of my 2 years in JC and realise how memorable it was cos you guys made JC life so special. thank you guys so so much. haha... dinner at makansutra was great... tho i'm now suffering from an even more severe sore throat after that sting ray, its okay. tee hee. love you all. =)
you probably don't know how much you hurt me.and you have to realise that i am also only human.a human with flesh, blood and feelings.All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
just like you. but i forgive you and i will always be there for you.
i know you are hurting inside right now.
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
but whywon't you tell me?
i don't know why you want to hide this from me.
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is Youi wish you would cos i wanna go thru it with you.
but you are locking up youself again from me.
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
i'm not upset with you at all...
but would you please not do this to me.
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
i want to share both the smiles and tears with you.
not only the smiles.
but will you let me?
11:16 am
soak up the son
Friday, May 26, 2006
Because of
youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of
youI learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt Because of
you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of
youI am afraid
Because of
you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of
you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of
you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of
you I don't know how to let anyone else inBecause of
youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid yes... i'm so afraid. when will i ever allow myself to truely trust in someone?
12:06 am
soak up the son
Saturday, May 20, 2006
even tho i try to hold my feelings back, i can't help but just allow it to overtake me.
tears.i dunno what to feel now.
i feel as tho a part of me has left me the moment
you spoke those words.
i wish this didn't have to happen.
but i know the Lord has greater plans for
you.
you made life so different, and showed me so many things that i never dream i'd learn.
your passion, your love, your integrity, your excellence... they will live on.
you will always have such a special place in my heart, life and memories.
thank
you so much.
we will miss
you so so much.
mrs wilson.
7:40 pm
soak up the son
Monday, May 15, 2006
HOLIDAY!!!finally. haha.
11:35 pm
soak up the son
Saturday, May 13, 2006
A ~ Youre adorable
B ~ Youre so beautiful
C ~ Youre a cutie full of charms
D ~ Youre a darling and
E ~ Youre exciting
F ~ Youre a feather in my arms
G ~ You look good to me
H ~ Youre so heavenly
i wanna thank you, my dear girlI ~ Youre the one I idolize
for protecting meJ ~ Were like Jack and Jill
for not wanting me to get hurtK ~ Youre so kiss-able
for being thereL ~ Is the love-light in your eyes
and being an awesome friendM, N, O, P . . . You could go on all day
but u need to know thatMmmmmmm!
i can't help itQ, R, S, T . . . Alphabetically speaking youre OK!
i can't stop my heartU ~ Made my life complete
and even if it hurts so many timesV ~ Means youre awfully sweet
i won't stop putting myself out thereW, X, Y, Z . . .
because to me, its worth it.Its fun to wonder through,
perhaps u may think i'm sillyThe alphabet with you,
perhaps u may think i'm madTo tell . . . ( us what ? )
but yeah... i will keep on waitingI mean . . . ( Uh Huh! )
waiting for that day to come.To tell you what
you mean to me!
=)
9:23 pm
soak up the son
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's her."awwww... so sweet.
7:37 pm
soak up the son
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
this is a special song, don't u agree mich? hahahahaha... i always think that its a really subtle way of telling someone to like shut up extremely subtly and politely... muahahahahaha... 'You say it best... when u say NOTHING at all.'
and now, i present you my newest craze: the CALLA LILY. yes yes. oh my goodness, they are just beautiful!! i totally fell in love with them yesterday when i was searching the net for Mother's Day presents for my momsy. haha.
some random information on the CALLA LILY:
Exquisitely beautiful and delicate, the Calla lilies will find a home in any Florida garden. It is a native of South America and belongs to the Araceae family. The word Calla comes from Greek and it means 'beautiful'. Although Calla is known as the 'Calla Lily', this plant does not belong to the family of the lilies. The flower is cultivated at home and in greenhouses for its beautiful, colorful blossoms. The flower is actually a solitary and showy funnel shaped spathe that looks as if it is in the process of unfurling. The Spadix rises out from the middle of the Spathe and is covered by tiny flowers.
This plant was imported from South Africa to America in the middle of the nineteenth century. The Calla lily is popularly known as the trumpet lily reminding one of the Archangel Gabriel and his trumpet. The Callas originally appeared in white color only, but due to their immense popularity, various hybrids have given rise to flowers in various hues and even multicolored blossoms are seen now.
The Callas plant grows very fast, and is a very hardy plant. But it does not tolerate salt water at all.. The plant grows well if it is exposed to lots of sunlight. A lightly shaded area is also suitable. Calla lilies are usually very resistant and can tolerate most pests and diseases. They do not need frequent pesticides. The plants become dormant during the winter season, and at this time, the leaves may die and fall off. Otherwise the leaves a rich green and grow up to 1.5 inches long. The foliage of the plant is easily damaged by frost. But the plant recovers very quickly.
i like. =)) hahahahaha.
8:00 pm
soak up the son
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i wanna get one of these soon. real soon. XP haha.
i was doing some random surfing when i chanced upon this picture... i always find flowers very temporal and very fragile... yes, one moment they're blooming in the vase, the next moment they're stinking in the vase. haha. but i think red roses are the nicest flowers on earth... yes... they make me happy. just looking at them make me happy. and the best part is, they smell different from other coloured roses. haha. don't u just love them? =)
7:51 pm
soak up the son
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me
Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love
You are magnificent, eternally
Wonderful, glorious
Jesus
No one ever will compare to You
Jesus
Where the evening fades
You call forth songs of joy
As the morning wakes
We Your children give You praise
i forgive you for the hurt you've caused because i know that i have my Daddy God and that's enough for me cos i know he has greater plans for me.
7:50 pm
soak up the son
i wanna get one of these soon. real soon. XP haha.