Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

i love this picture and quote.. =)

*credits to deb yap*

12:14 am
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

RETAIL THERAPY ROCKS

i think my daddy's credit cards are busted now. the 3 women in the house decided that it was indulge-in-ourselves day so we dragged my poor daddy around taka. my sis wanted to get a new swim suit and i wanted to get a bikini and my momsy was just going mad helping us find stuff to try. my dad maintained his cool pose in an inconspicuous corner of the department with his handphone plastered to his ear. haha. then we went totally delirious when we got to zara. the 3 of us were practically unstoppable. my daddy didn't even bother trying to talk us out of shopping. so sweet rights? hahaha. he's awesome. anyways, bought shoes and tops at zara and then we came home. personally, i would blame it on the pre-A level results moppy mood. not sure about my momsy and sis tho.

i read hon's blog and she was whining till no end about the upcoming results. at this point, i'm pretty numb. i'm past worried. but strangely enough, i haven't had nightmares at all about results, which in itself is quite a nightmare (i mean, what's wrong with me?? why can't i have A level results nightmares?!??). but anyways, thinking about it just makes me exhausted. the rush of those emotions in my head and heart have become almost a reflex action when the thought of the results drift into my head. but i can only commit everything to Him to take care of it. nothing else i can do and no one else i can turn to. only my cornerstone.

i watched Dreamgirls with the boys today (yes, i was pimping. :S). i wouldn't say that the plot of storyline is great (actually, there was not much of a plot or storyline anyways), but the SINGING was MIND BLOWING. so if you love good music, this is THE SHOW to watch.

i've recently been hooked on mahjong. yes, the game that is most associated to ah-mas and aunties. i learnt it at jiaos house (it was me, jiao, ben and ty. can you imagine me playing mahjong with 3 other boys who are equally as addicted as i am?!?! haha) last friday and i'm just itching to play again. not that we were gambling or anything, but frankly it is a pretty stimulating game. no wonder they say that the elderly who play mahjong tend not to go senile as quickly as those who don't.

on another note, tomorrow is going to be my first day at work!! i'm pretty excited man. me and ty made this pact to like call each other instead when we are like dying of boredom in the office since both of us are tele-something people (he's doing tele-surveying and i'm doing tele-marketing). how fun! =)

to infinity and beyond!!

8:57 pm
soak up the son

Thursday, February 22, 2007

once again, this entry is dedicated to my 2 lovely parents, who got their useless daughter out of her own deep s*** (for the lack of a better phrase to describe my idiocracy).

i went for 2 walk-in interviews today for waitressing. no you didn't see wrongly, it says w-a-i-t-r-e-s-s-i-n-g. i can't believe what possessed me to do that. anyways, naive as i was, i went to these 2 restaurants ernestly wanting to learn how to clear tables and balance trays. the managers, however, had a different opinion of me. well, the first one eyed me very apprehensively and somewhat sheepishly, almost as if i was not even qualified enough to be a waitress, and then told me rather sympathetically that he'd give me a call if he needed my help at the restaurant. who knows, he might have thrown my application into the stove the second after i stepped out of the restaurant, but i didn't really care cos i realised only when i applied that the working hours in a restaurant are simply INHUMANE. i probably will have no social life, friends, family, church, etc etc should i become waitress esther. hence i was thrilled to scoot off as soon as i could.

but as i said, i was pretty naive today, thinking that the second resaturant would be different. the second manager was kinder (less obvious that she didn't think i could do the job). perhaps cos we were of the same gender, but she almost laughed when she read out my work experience and school record. she asked if i knew how to wash plates and if i was all right with getting my hands dirty cos i looked like the da xiao jie type. roarrrr... i seriously didn't know that there was a physical appearence criteria to waitressing. *rolls eyes* but anyways, the second manager gave me the job, (and here comes the bit where my parents are involved) but after i stepped out of the office, i decided that i didn't want to do it cos the working hours and days were the same as the previous restaurant. (seriously, don't ask me why i even applied to work there after i realised the working days and hours are just as terrible. my soul must have left my body or something.) hence, i had to get my dad to call up the restaurant to quit the job for me using his parental authority or whatever-you-call-it. thank you ten million and one daddy.

but just as i thought all hope was lost, i got a call from a company who gave me a job as a telemarketer. now that's not such a bad job. after all, i get the weekends free, i work sane hours, the pay is reasonable and i get to work in the CBD again!! (working in the CBD is seriously a pleasant experience. it just adds to the working atmosphere. haha.) though on the other hand, everyone hates telemarketers cos they are plain annoying people. =/

rightios, time for bed. its gonna be a really long day tomorrow.. but i'm excited!

11:42 pm
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

i will wake tomorrow morning to realise that nothing awaits me for the rest of the day. the thought of such idleness irks me to the bone. seriously, i cannot deal with boredom. perhaps after the 1st hour i gain consciousness i will go completely bananas. but what to do? such is unemployment. but i know Daddy God will open those new doors for me soon..

i realised that my writing skills have deteriorated drastically since the As ended. not a good sign at all. currently i have the vocabulary bank of a 5 year old. time to blow the dust off my books and regain some intellect before uni term starts and my rusted brain is still corroding. not going to be easy though..

i finally understand what a privilege it is to be a student. being a working adult with all that responsibility, accountability and whatever nonsense tied to it, totally sucks. i miss the days when i can just wake up and declare holiday; or the periods after lunch when all my red blood cells have migrated from my head to my stomach and i hibernate while the teacher is talking; or the writing notes in class and passing food under the desk.. i hate being an adult.. SOBBB. seriously, miss ang has to pluck herself out of bed every morning because she HAS a job to do and she is a grown woman who should know better than ponning school for no rhyme or reason; miss ang (obviously) can't sleep in class cos she's the one who's TEACHING and so even her yawns have to be stifled; miss ang cannot write notes or pass food under the table cos there's no one to pass to anyways, all her friends are far far far far awayyyy.. give me back my student-hood NOW!!!

i had a great time at bev's house today, first time in a LONGGG time i've seen almost everyone: barry, chek, darren, seah, yan bo, siams, fishie, vin, abel, shaun, daniel (who still owes me 29 punches. hahaha. my memory rocks.), amos, subas (who almost got stripped again.. =.=), vic, peter, ashish, michael, josh, the arcus, xi zhen, ting, bev, soph, ethel, miche, yap, meix, debbie, zhu, cheryl, tash, spam... i miss you all!! its been the longest time since we met up. glad to see that most of us *cough cough* are being useful and contributing to society in some way. heh.

i'm getting all incoherent. time for bed i guess. mr choo invited me for MAMBO NIGHT tomorrow.. hahaha. dunno if i'll have enough energy to step out of my house in the first place. i might just collapse in the bathroom later.. heh. watched PROTEGE today at 9.20pm (latest movie i ever watched in my life!!) with my beloved nat and E, who accompanied us despite having company class tomorrow morning. the show was EXCELLENT. period. need i say more? go watch for yourselves.

anyways, off to bed. peace on earth and mercy mild.

12:17 am
soak up the son

Monday, February 19, 2007

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!!!

i'm in one of my rather pfffttt moods today.. perhaps i'm just tired. all that visiting has taken quite a toil on my poor little body. pretty exhausted today. i spent the whole day running around, from one relative's house to the next. roarrr.. tired. need to sleep soon before i bite someone.

tomorrow's gonna be another crazy tiring day.. but looking forward to every bit of tomorrow.. =DD

so time to bathe. i'm too lazy to upload photos these few days. keep watching this space though. haha.

i had a bad dream last night..why am i even feeling so lost?

11:30 pm
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Friday, February 16, 2007

i'm totally exhausted.. need to crash now. thank you God tomorrow is saturday and i managed to hold out the whole week without fainting. =))

this week's been a blast!! will update with photos when my vision is less blurry.

i read through my previous entries and realised how much i've grown since i was in J1. hahaha. looking back, sometimes i wonder what i was thinking during that period of time. perhaps i was just stupid... hahaha.

okayy i have to sleep now. tomorrow is the annual spring cleaning. need to work those fats awayyyy.

WORLD PEACEEEEE!!! =D

11:34 pm
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Monday, February 12, 2007

emo-ness over the past few days... this is a signal: getting THIRSTY.

i need to get away from the world for a while and run to the secret place for refuge just like David did..
oh Lord You have searched me and you know me.

11:49 pm
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

MY SWEETIE PIESSSSS.. =D

Here's what went on last weekend when we were planning for Project Bake-A-Cake-And-Surprise-Honyi:

Nat and Me, proudly displaying the wonderful chocolate cake which we toiled 2 hours for on saturday afternoon. hahaha. mixing the batter was quite a workout. E left early for ballet. btw nat, PLEASE GET AN ELECTIRC BEATER!!!

not bad eys? considering that the 3 of us aren't exactly the domesticated type of girls. haha. at least we didn't blow up nat's kitchen on our first attempt at baking. XP

met bea and hons on sunday evening at Vivocity's HEI SE HUI (The Bosses) for birthday dinnerrrr!! just look at the birthday girl's FACE. tsk tsk. brain of a 4 year old...

me and honsssss!!! hahaha. check out the pretty pink badge on her shirt. hahahaha. click for clearer view. it says BIRTHDAY PRINCESS. heh. i made her parade it around Vivo the whole evening.. she wanted to murder me. XP

gam bei to happy 19th and F5. =))

grow old along with me..

remember those good ole days when we used to sit together in class..

its THE TOY... heh.

mother bea feeding her kid.. my my, look at hon's face. priceless.

nat and i.. =))

my lovelies posing at the taxi stand out of boredom. haha.

to everlasting friendship!! you are deeply loved, F5. =)))

8:47 pm
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Saturday, February 03, 2007

happy birthday love!!!

its been 5 years since we met.. wow, time does fly faster than we expect it to eh? we're 19 this yearrrrrr!!! whoarr... i can't actually believe it. our teenage years are going to end in less than 2 years. quite sad yes? haha. since its YOUR birthday, i shall devote this entry to YOU, my HONeybunch.. =D

i don't actually know where to start when i think about all the times we've been through. actually, i think our friendship has really endured the most difficult period of our lives: Junior College. i know we didn't get to meet very much these 2 years.. maybe once a month or if we are like really free twice. but its just been amazing that we managed to survive. nowadays i look back and can obly thank God for preserving our friendship.. its so easy for it to turn cold due to all the physicalities, yet i know it has only grown stronger. truely words just fail to express every emotion and feeling that i've felt over these 5 years. watching you grow alongside me has been an honour. may God continue to watch over us (you and me, and F5) and direct us even as we grow each day. indeed, F5 FOREVERRRRRR!! =D

i love you so much dearrr.
happy 19th birthday.
huggers!!!

11:02 pm
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Thursday, February 01, 2007

my blog is not showingggggg...

what's wrong with Blogger these days? ROARRRR!!

8:57 pm
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