Tuesday, November 15, 2005
HONYI!!!!!! YOU ROCK!!!!!! i'm so so proud of you and so honoured to be your friend. omg... u rock. love u like crazy. haha. yeah... my head is still hurting from screaming so loudly during your class charity concert. haha... hui yan is so good too... omg... =) and
GOODNESS its so not fair that u interviewed shu qi la... like... AHHH!?!?!?!?!? wth. T.T i want also..... sob sob. and its like only your
SECOND DAY?!?!?! hahaha... so happy for you... but also so jealous that you get to do such fun things during your attachment (plus the cash... lol)... well, take a look at yours truely and count yourself extremely fortunate. haha. you stupid girl pang sae me.... thanks la... was so looking forward to running with you tomorrow.... =( but oh well... guess you must be really busy. everyone is busy.... sigh.
to my dearest F5:hi there girls. how's life been for you all? i know holidays have been extremely jam packed with activities for all of us. as i told hons not too long ago, all of us are so much closer to pursuing our dreams now than we were last year or the year before. i'm so happy for all of us: hons at SPH (envious eyes), me at law firm, nat at council meetings, E at nutty crack, and Bea at church and all. wow... my have we grown. its been a long year for all of us. it was not too long ago when we were still meeting up at KAP and feeling all weird about being seperated in different classes and schools and faculties. but look where we are now. we sure have walked a long way since then. this year has been exceptionally challenging for me. yeah... but it never fails to comfort me whenever i think about the 5 of us and the precious memories we had and continue to create as a group. i was having choir today and i heard this one song that reminded me of u guys again. started tearing and almost cried when i heard it and thought about us, about our past, about our dreams and where we are right now. i can still remember myself telling you guys that it doesn't really matter if i fit in in JC cos i know where i can feel at home. i'm glad i managed to make awesome friends in JC. the people i met this year are extraodinary and have made such a difference in my life. but there will always be an extra special place in my heart for you guys. i know its been really hard to meet up and we have found new friends in school. i'm really happy for u guys, especially honyi. it was very difficult for you at first. i can still remember all the back stabbing and weird things that would happen to you in school during first 3 months. haha. its quite funny now that we are looking back at them. i'm so glad you found people who share your 'unique' (ROFL) personality and 'mo qi' and your love for singing. as for the other 4 of us who are in AC together, i'm so glad that we actually still have a close friendship with each other and the other MG girls whom we might not have had in the past. really a big bonding session for all of us. truely, MG has taught us to make friends and AC has taught us to treasure them and keep them. so my dearest dearest F5, as we grow up together, i pray we stay close even tho we are physically so far away from each other and that our friendship will really last forever and the memories will continue to develop and grow. =) i love you guys so so much. hugs. muahs.yeap... that's my extra sentimental lil note to the 4 very special people in my life. u know who u are.
very tiring day. tomorrow is gonna be tiring too... i can so foresee it. i think i'd better start being more serious while at work. i think i've been slacking way too much. raar. yeap... i need to read more and open my eyes wider... cannot be some stupid dumb lil new girl at the office anymore. yeap.
God, i need your strength to go on... i'm crawling on my knees already.
11:04 pm
soak up the son
