Saturday, December 31, 2005
today is the last day of 2005... wow... its been a really eventful year. all the tears and smiles... 1st january 2005 was just like yesterday... oh well...
Wishlist 2006: 1. to be closer to God
2. that my family: daddy, momsy, mei and even the stinky lil ko-i, will be happy and healthy
3. that F5 and the awesome friendship we share will continue to grow and blossom as we overcome all sorts of challenges and seemingly impossible physical distances together even as the new year begins (muaks, i really love u guys with all my heart.)
4. that AHSCones and friends will continue to share this special bond
5. that we as choir seniors next year will continue to have this amazing friendship we share thru music that will always be magival and leave a legacy that is as wonderful or even more than it already is
6. that Flames will continue to serve God faithful even with the little that we have to offer
7. that daddy will buy momsy a new car in June... lol...
8. that i will get my 4As despite all odds. hahahaha... and Orientation 2006 will be a huge success
9. that my special someone will appear soon
10. that 2006 will be even better than 2005!!!
yeap. that's my lil wishlist. haha... now for the personalised lil messages to certain groups and individuals who have really made 2005 so precious and special to me.
GodHe has always been faithful to me thru all situations this year... i don't think i can ever survive a day without Him. =muacks= thank u papa God. your little girl has grown a little bit more this year... =)
Familyi doubt any of you will be reading this, but anyway, i just wanna thank u guys for being so understanding to me thru this year... treating home like a hotel and all. thank you for putting up with my PMS-ey times and always being there for me. thank u for coming to watch me and the choir carol. i was really really comforted and extremely happy. thank you momsy for always providing for me financially... i know i owe u dunno how much $$$ already but u never ever expect me to return it cos u love me a lot. thank u... u dunno how much i appreciate that. thank you for making time to go shopping with me and for being teacher, mother, housewife, counsellor, doctor, friend, sister and everything. i really think u are superwoman and i really thank God for u. i love u so so much. thank you daddy for always believing in me... for giving me a lot of leeway this year... even tho i've been super rebellious (yes, i know), but thank you for always respecting my decision and for giving in to my nonsense a lot of times. thank you mei... for putting up with a unreasonably mad woman, irritating sister, crazy shoppaholic, annoying ah soh, and really bad roommate for forever. thank you for giving in to me a lot of times tho i'm supposed to be the one giving in to you. to my dearest dearest cousins... =muacks= i love all of u!!! i can't wait to go out with all of u again soon when we are free. can't wait for new year when we meet again at ah ma house. can't wait to see u guys... =)
F5 - honyi honyi... what can i say? u are really my bestest of best friends... each time i think about u, i'm really comforted... that there is always someone out there that i might not be able to meet 24/7 but understands me so well. tho we like to irritate each other, i really thank God for knowing and having you as my bestest best friend. i think i'm crazy when i start tearing at the thought of how physically distant we are most of the time... yet, the friendship that we have is so strong... u know it, and i do too. i really love u babe. and i really treasure u so so much. i don't know how i'd live without knowing u. sometimes when we go out, we might not say anything to each other for a while, but even the silence we share is of such great comfort to me. what more can i say? i love u darling, and u know it. till i see u again, i'll be loving u... =)
F5 - Elaine the dearest and bestest ballet dance on earth. i'm always so proud to be your friend. each time i watch you dance, i cannot help but just be awed by your grace on stage. to me, u will always be the best and only ballerina and no one else can take your place. u are one person who knows me so well, sometimes i feel that we are so emotionally similar. thank u for always being there... tho we are in the same school compound, it seems almost impossible to have a time to sit down and really talk. even tho we can't do that, i'm so glad that each time i do, i can just share everything with you. u just make me feel so at home. love u dear. i will always be there supporting u in your pursuit for your dreams... and i know u will be there for me too... =)
F5 - Bea to my mama bea. thank you for always being there looking out for me... even tho we haven't talked in a long while, i always know that there is someone out there who is looking out for me and making sure that i'm safe. i find it really stupid that we are in the same school and same fac but we hardly have time to even talk... but still, just knowing that u are there for me makes me smile... cos i will always feel so secure with u around... so much so i'm starting to get a little bit complacent. haha. but thank you. thank you for being there for me for so long... since what... primary 4?? my dearest penpal and ex-mortal. we have really come a very long way. i'm always so proud of u cos u are the one out of the 5 of us that can play such a unique instrument... gu zheng... like how cool is that? haha... i get a bit jealous of u cos u can play such an elegent instrument. i love u, dearest mama bea and i know u do to... =)
F5 - Nut nutty lee... haha... my favourite nut. dunno why, i used to think u were rather retarded, but look at how much u have grown... tho i must admit that when u are with us, the zai natalie lee disappears and all i see is the NUTTY RETARD. haha. but still, i'm always so proud of u. for your ability to be such an optimistic and loud person... people notice u when u say things... and i've always envied your ability to get the attention of the crowd. yet, i am also so proud to be your good friend. thank you for being such a dear nat... u always put a smile on my face and make me feel so at home. and... guess what... now i can share secrets with u at ease. lol. hahaha... i used to hesitate quite a bit when telling u stuff cos i was afraid that you'd, in your sheer excitement, blurt everything out to the world. but... yes dear, i trust u. i'm always so proud of u nat... and so happy to be able to be your good friend. thank you for being there darling nat... i'll be there for u always and i know u will too... =)
AHSCones and friendsthank you... all of u... for making 2005 such a great year... i dunno how i'd be able to survive J1 without all u amazing people... you guys are just so special and so precious to me... yes u, each and every one of u. love u guys so very much. =muacks=
thank you abel... the list of things i have to thank you for is probably never ending... for always being there, going the extra mile and talking to me when i'm all messed up. being with u puts a smile on my face and i always look forward to talking to u and meeting up. u rock bro.
thank u ethel darling, there is so much i have to thank you for... for always pointing me to God when i'm all confused.. thank you for being such a great OG mate and AHredder, we have lots more to go in 2006 and i really look forward to it cos i know u will be with me thru it. i love u so much babe. =muacks=
thank you cheryl... even tho u are the blondie... u are the prettiest one on this earth. thank you for being there for me always. and doing stupid things with me... and yes, i don't mind going to watch movies with u tho its super last minute notice and i'd probably be wasting 2 hours of my life with you in the theater... i love u so much darling... =muacks=
thank you soph, for listening and sharing with me events that are pleasent and not so pleasent thru the year... u have really been a darling. =muacks= yes yes... thank you ALL... from the bottom of my heart.
Jolene huang to my dearest shopping darling... u haven't been replying my messages or picking up my calls... HMMM... hahahahaha... but don't worry, i still love you. u have been such a great person this year dearie. thanks for always going shopping with me... hope we get to go out more next year!!!! =) love u to bits.
Mark thanks for always being there, mister president. it has been a crazy year... haha... remember when we went out during first 3 months with lyd and jon and a certain someone. lol. hahahahaha... thank you for being such a great pal and brotherand for being such a sweet and nice person. i think i'll never forget how i made u cry during tour... haha... it really freaked me out a lot, i'm still so sorry i did... i really thank you for looking out for me so many times. can't wait for next year!! i'm sure you'll be a great president. =)
Nads and Nichi there N-squared. i love both of u so much... u guys ahve been such a blessing to me... yeah... its just been great being able to know both of u.
to nads... thank you for always being there... to listen to my throwing tantrums about stuff and getting pissed and everything... i dunno what i'd do without u. thank you so much... for looking out for me, for watching me grow. thanks for being such a great sister. i really appreciate u so much. looking forward to next year with u. love u dear.
to nic... thank you for always asking how i am... haha... tho sometimes i really am OK. hahahahaha... lol. your concern is always so comforting. its been a really crazy year... i'm sure you'd agree. but its been less crazy cos you've been there looking out for me. thank you bro.
Clement thank you...MENT (tee hee)... for everything... for always being there... for listening... for being such an awesome friend. i wouldn't know what to do without u. tho we often quarrel and fight and have our differences, i still thank God for this love-hate relationship that we have... haha... yes, i really do. i thank God for knowing you, u never fail to put a smile on my face... but sometimes, also make me wanna cry... hahahahaha... but oh well. i look forward to next year cos i know that u will always be there for me, pointing me to God and His will for me. many things have happened this year... even tho there were some things that didn't exactly go out right, i'm not afraid to face next year, even tho there might be even more things that would possibly go haywire, cos i know that u will always be there for me. =)
William aka kindergarten pal hey there cool guy... thank you for everything this year... its been one crazy ride. and i just wanna thank you for being there for me thru the year... i'm always very very happy when we hang out... somehow when we hang out i can put aside all the homework and the stress that i'm facing and just go crazy and enjoy. =) i never thought that i'd meet you in JC, but i'm so glad i did. even tho we are in different schools, have many other commitments and we have our own group of friends, i'm really happy that we can still have fun and all when we go out. and i really thank God for meeting u again... somehow when i met u for the first time again during orientation i felt like i had known u forever already. haha. cheers to an even better year next year, with more fun and more hanging out. stay cool. =)
thank you all of u... everyone of u that are so precious to me... i'm so sorry i can't write personalized messages to everyone of u... i'd love to... but i think it would be WAY TOO LONG. but know that i love u. and i wanna thank you for everything. u have made my 2005 so precious... =muacks= but do know that i love u all... yes... u, u , u and u. i love u all so much, from the bottom of my heart.
7:33 pm
soak up the son
