Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Monday, January 23, 2006

sick... didn't go to school today... woke up, brushed my teeth, went back to the room to change only to feel dizzy and ended up in bed... when i finally couldn't take it anymore, i walked to my momsy's room and told her i couldn't go to school...

strangely, my sore throat has kinda recovered altho i ate a ton of chilli stuff and even the forbidden chicken yesterday... dunno what's up with my body la... had fever and headache on and off the whole day... hardly ate anything...

i called amaria and deb up regarding school today... thank God that the teachers didn't do much today if not i'd be totally devastated... i've bee kinda lagging since school started... raarrr... found out that ethel fell sick too and pinked out... why madam didn't allow me to pink out the other day leh??? i dunno... cheryl was such a sweetie... smsed me to tell me that she missed me today... i love you a lot a lot cheryl. muacks.

as u probably already realise, my writing is rather odd today... not the usual esther writing style... i think its the headache.

i know God is teaching me patience... patience my dear girl, patience is the word... patience is something that is valued but yet so hard to attain... patience... different from persistance... one can be persistant but not patient... tenacious but not patient... and that's me... learning to be patient is such a challenge... moulding so painful, but the outcome is beautiful. =)
i will wait...

10:14 pm
soak up the son