Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Sunday, April 09, 2006

many things have happened over the brief one week and most of it wasn't sunshine and kittens. on the contrary, the week left me mostly in confusion and internal conflict. not knowing what to do and how to react; not knowing what was 'doing the right thing' (believe it or not, we are always asked to 'do the right thing' and never really realise how subjective the 'right thing' could be when it comes to real life situations); wondering what God's will for my life really is; wondering if risks are supposed to be taken or not.

most of all, i was constantly asking myself 'are my actions according to God's will or my own?' yes. such a sinple yet often baffling question. but i've come to realisation that the still small voice within you can really answer that question, u just have to sit down and listen. and yes, i mean listen. not yack away asking God about the future or complaining that life's problems are just too much to handle. sometimes we should just stop talking and start listening. seek God's heart and not His hands.

James 4:13-17
'Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money." Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." As it is, you boast and brag. All such boasting is evil. Anyone then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn't do it, sins.'

i will let Him lead me by the hand in this journey. for i know that He will catch His princess when she's falling and is her source of comfort and eternal joy.

7:05 pm
soak up the son