Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Sunday, June 11, 2006

busy day today..
who is that girl i see...
woke up quite late due to the severe lack of sleep last night or rather this morning. haha.
staring straight back at me?
yes, i only got to bed at 3 am last night. >.<
why is my reflection someone i don't know?
but oh well, as i type this, i'm still sniffing and my throat is still clogged with phlegm. roar.
why are there tears hidden behind that smile?
went to school and then to grandma's house...
why can't the tears stop?
i must say i haven't been to my granny's house in a looooonnngggg while. haha.
Lord... help. i'm tired.
my momsy said she hardly recognises me and she forgot my name today when i went... referring to me only as my-dad's-daughter.
its so hard... and i can hardly go on.
but well, i guess its my fault that she can hardly remember who i am. its really been a terribly long time since i last visited her.
but teach me Lord to trust and believe , even when my heart breaks,
hopefully i get to see her more often now, like i used to during my secondary school days.
teach me to love unconditionally,
then off i went to meet my xiao di. =)
and give me courage Daddy God even when i feel insecure,
we had a nice time talking and walking aimlessly around Orchard before settling down for dinner.
give me strength when i feel that i can't hold on or go on any longer,
then he went to meet his 'friend'... XP. hahaha. xiao di and 'friend' are so adorable.
give me patience, to wait....
yeappers. then i went home.
i know You are moulding me Lord.
i actually saw heng yi bro rushing like some crazy man at Somerset Station.
so take me and mould me.
he somemore dao me... hahaha. was tempted to go and watch Da Vinci Code with him but then it was very late le and my parents would have my head if i didn't hurry along home. haha.
guide me, Daddy God, even through this time.
LOL. anyway, my legs are aching like nobody's business now. i think i severely lack exercise. roar.
don't ever let me go.
tired. i shall go and sleep now. *sniff sniff*
i'll wait... ... even if it takes forever.

Into a secret place
I will run
Where my heart can be free
In the grace that I found

1:29 am
soak up the son