Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i've long wanted to say some stuff to a certain few individuals just that i've never exactly dared to... well, yeah. call me a coward, but that's just the way its gonna be.

13 things i wanna say to people without revealing their identities:
1. i miss you so so much and u probably don't know how much i hope u are there for me. i know u have your own life and other things to do... but still i wish u could just spare some time for me when i need to really talk to u. u've really been an inspiration to me and u'll always be. hopefully we get to meet up soon again.
2. i haven't talked to you for a long long time. sigh. i hope you are doing okay. sometimes i just don't know what to say to you.
3. i think u are a great person and i really hope we will continue to be friends for a really long time but i'm very scared to be around u cos i'm afraid u judge every thing that i do with your skeptism.
4. u're a really awesome person, always there for me and willing to help me out cos u understand so much about things around you, but your expediency makes me extremely weary of you and your advice for me, because i can't bring myself to think the way u do and do the things u deem right.
5. rawr. just go away. seriously. leave me alone, will you?
6. u silly billy.. sometimes i really wish u'd just tell me what on earth is going on in your life cos u know i'll always be there, and stop thinking that i won't understand cos i do. roar.
7. i'm not really sure how i feel about you, cos its a mixture of apprehension and admiration.
8. words can't express how i feel about u. u've never failed me and u've been there for me each step of the way and i really hope that we'll always be like we are now till we are old and grey.
9. roar. stop being so elitist will you? its getting very irritating.
10. i just wanna say sorry for what i did the other day. i didn't mean to. i know stress is a lame excuse. i admit i was having a bad day and i was in one of my stupid moods. sorry. i don't think i'll ever forget what i did.
11. i love you, sweets. =)
12. thank you so so much for being there for me. i really appreciate every lil thing that u've done to make me feel happier and smile when i'm feeling down. dunno what i'd do if u just disappear from the face of this earth, so please don't. hahaha.
13. when are we going out again? i need that dose of retail therapy with u. tee hee.

9:03 am
soak up the son