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Thursday, August 24, 2006

last paper tomorrow!! *jumps for joy* okay fine. other than e8 paper which i refuse to count as my last paper cos seriously... u can't exactly study for prac crit other than revising all the techniques, styles, blah blah... besides, u don't need 4 and a half days to study for e8. hahaha. but yes. my last official, mind blowing, heart bleeding, sleep robbing paper.. =)

i shan't comment about the extremely demoralizing m*** paper today.. it left me thoroughly stunned for the next 20 minutes after i walked out of the hall. roar.
sometimes, just sometimes...
oh well. econs tomorrow. don't think its gonna be good and i don't think i'll be sleeping much tonight either. haha.
i can't help but think i'm just a substitute.
somehow though i'm very mentally exhausted these few days, i can't help but allow my mind to wonder about quite a bit. thinking about all sorts of random things.. sigh. yeah. and cos of that i'm more prone to stoning over the past week.. just allowing those thoughts to run wild in my head. cannot help it. even tho i tell myself 'Esther, you have to saddle your thoughts', i just have no energy left sometimes. haha. okay, this is getting emo. haha.
oh well. i guess i'm just being silly again. i hope i am...
i can't wait for next week!! =) woo hoo!!

8:16 pm
soak up the son