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Friday, August 11, 2006

roar. prelims in 2 days. my goodness. can just die.

had dinner with xiao di today and we talked alot. hahahaha... it was quite cool cos i never imagined myself sharing things i shared with him with anyone in the first place. but well. yes... and then we got to the topic of waiting.. and i just realised that indeed, esther has been waiting upon the Lord for a really long time for many many things. and all i can say is that Daddy God is faithful and He never fails. =)

things have been a bit mad these few days. i went for tuition today and realised that everyone was really really stoned. its as if our souls are being sapped out of our lives. hahahaha. yeah. the prelims syndrome. haha.

too many things are happening and there is hardly any time to react to everything around. like seriously, i wish some off these things didn't have to happen to me..

rawr.

i think i'm quite an unrealistic person... i have all those high hopes and sweet day dreams that seriously won't come true, and when the reality of life slaps me on my face, i get really disappointed. hahahaha. seriously, i think my inner person lives in some sort of fairytale land where everything comes with a happy ending attached to it. my goodness, that would be awesome but i do believe that as much as it is awesome, its rather impossible too. hahahaha.

anyways, i shouldn't be thinking so much. should spend more time thinking about trade unions and differenciation and what not. haha.

mug hard and stay sane everyone!!!

love you sweets. thanks for always being there. =)

10:49 pm
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