Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Thursday, September 28, 2006

i thought that i'd be on the road to recovery after 6 days of being sick, but no... my hoarse voice just proves one point: i'm STILL sick. roar.

i really don't like being sick. can't do any work. my mind is so tired that my emotions just run haywire. i currently have the memory similar to that of a goldfish, and i've been looking so sickly and pale its starting to scare me. seriously, i've never looked in the mirror and to my horror go: 'IS THAT ME?!' haha.

but despite that, i know that wallowing in self-pity is no point and most importantly, its very immature. yeah. well, thankfully God is always there for me, and i know that if i wanna throw a tantrum, i will throw it at His feet and then He will help me get through it all. yeappers.
i love you so much Lord. thank you for wiping away my tears when i cried and embracing me with your everlasting love.
21 So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me.
22 For in my inner being I delight in God's law;
23 but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members.
24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?
25 Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

okay, back to studying.. feeling all inspired to do work now. hehe.

9:30 pm
soak up the son