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Sunday, September 10, 2006

tomorrow is the first day of term 4.

last term in my JC life.

hmm... some mixed feelings there. happy cos i'm so glad A levels are gonna be over soon and stressful JC life is coming to a close. yet, not so happy cos its the last time i'd probably ever be able enjoy mugging madly together and battling each school day with my study buddies.

i'm not even sure how i'm feeling now other than tired and a bit high. haha.

the holidays have been rather enjoyable for me. i got quite a lot of rest. not exactly in terms of sleep cos i don't think i slept as much as i wanted to. but i managed to catch up with my family, F5 and friends and the choir peeps and juniors and everything. managed to take a break officially from work and just go around and relax. like shopping without worrying about the lack of knowledge that i currently have, or eating without thinking about some random formula or stuff like that. a restful holiday there.

but from tomorrow onwards, its full steam ahead. no more slacking around or lazing too much. must remember that A levels are round the corner and prelims merely confirmed the inadequacy of my current state of knowledge of my syllabus. yeah.

and i think these few days i've been rather emo. getting very sensitive and very petty and picky at the slightest things. feeling some self-pity and sympathy for myself that i really need to snap out of.. haha.

well well. one thing's for sure: i'm looking forward to seeing all my beloved friends again tomorrow after quite a long time. missed each of you so much. and of course, quite excited about Seniors' Night tho its a rather long while from now. i'm very disillusioned, no? hahaha.

yeaps. all rightio. time to go. toodles.

10:19 pm
soak up the son