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Sunday, October 08, 2006

its october... roar!!

a month nearer to the big As. i told E today that i finally know why the A levels are called the A levels: cos they are really VERY advanced. not to mention that getting an A is also VERY impossible. argh.

had a busy day today.. went to Wesley today with nat and had so much fun with her awesome cell group!!! =) it was really great. i love nat's cell group. the dynamics are just fab. and her cell leader, Gary, is just so funny!!! played the 'Talk-Cock' game with them. my first attempt at talking cock was not too bad. haha. tho it was less than a minute. sigh. fish and gary clocked at least 5 minutes. hehe. cool game. the brunch was great: sandwiches, muffins, biscuits, cheese, mooncake, etc etc. not to mention the ants who were busily scurrying around attempting to grab something from our picnic mats and constantly attacking my precious Converses.

then after that i headed down to E's place to study math and revise some stuff. brain got fried. then E went for ballet and then i went back home.

its been quite a busy week. next week is gonna be even worse i think. haha. all those lil mock exams. pardon me, but every time i think of mock exams i remember ms leow saying: 'we kill you with prelims first.. later then we mock you.' haha. quite random.

just thinking about the 4 subjects i have and the lack of time gives me these constant jerks of fear. the thought of dropping one sub or my S paper is constantly lingering in my mind. but then there's the other side that keeps going: don't give up. its not worth it giving up now.

the haze has cleared today!! finally. after like 2 horrid days of unhealthy haze in our sunny island, i can finally see things outside my window clearly. haha. still, what baffled me most during those 2 days was that the haze was already so bad, and people were still playing with sparklers for mooncake festival. what's worse, others were still smoking!! like... isn't it smelly enough already?! can't you hear your lungs screaming for help?? haha. clowns.

oh wells. i guess its time to go back to my books. being associated to books and nerdism has become the highest compliment. haha.
deep inside me.. i'm very very worried.
if i had only one wish, it would be to see you truely smile again.

7:06 pm
soak up the son