Friday, November 17, 2006
today i finish my last paper for the week.
boy am i tired. zzzz... thank you daddy God for pulling me thru this week. seemed like mission impossible on monday, but when i look back today i can only smile a big smile and say thank you.
after all those papers, i really think the chances of me getting into the course of my choice in uni is highly impossible. yes, call me a worry wart, but i really can't help worrying. so sue me if u want. just having a reality check. but of course, i still pray and trust that whatever happens, its cos Daddy has great plans for me. =)
oh well, today is the first day in a really long time i stepped into Orchard Road. yes, my BELOVED Orchard Road. i realise that
its only when people lose something that they really learn to appreciate having it around. haha. yes, esther has gotten quite a bit of enlightenment and insight from all that mugging. so i sashayed along the streets of Orchard Road this evening while i was out for dinner with my family. everything was so christmas-ey that i'm starting to get into that Christmas festive mood too. but no no no, i have to snap out of it by tonight. tomorrow is a back to studying again. weh weh.
so many things on my mind, and i feel so liberated that i don't feel like studying anymore.. hahaha. dreams are sweet. but well, i've decided that the first thing i'm gonna do when i'm done with exams is: *drum roll* GO AND CUT MY FRIGGIN LONG HAIR. yes, my fringe is no longer counted as a fringe.. its grown way too long. my sis tried to make me jealous today by visiting her stylist and getting her hair cut cos today's her last paper. pffffttt. whatever. my turn will come. heh heh.
wow, i just realised that life after exams are going to be packed packed packed. i wanna make myself busy anyways, can help to numb the soul a bit. perhaps i finally understand why workaholics are able to sustain themselves. haha. well, i'm definitely NOT a workaholic. contrary to that, esther is a big shoppaholic. retail therpy NEVER fails. haha. trust me.
this is really random, but my stomach has been GROWLING relentlessly since this afternoon. seriously, i'm starting to believe that i've some stomach problems. i promise i ate. i ate SO MUCH for dinner which happened like 3 to 4 hours ago?? why is my stomach still growling??? *growl* roar.
yeappers yeappers. all rightios. time to bathe and have a good nice deep sleep. hopefully no more nightmares. haha.
still missing you a lot. but well.. sigh. praying for you. love always.
till later, WORLD PEACE!! =)
*my new motto, from watching Miss Congeniality for the 10 billionth time on HBO. haha. snort.*
10:42 pm
soak up the son
