Wednesday, February 21, 2007
i will wake tomorrow morning to realise that nothing awaits me for the rest of the day. the thought of such idleness irks me to the bone. seriously, i cannot deal with boredom. perhaps after the 1st hour i gain consciousness i will go completely bananas. but what to do? such is unemployment. but i know Daddy God will open those new doors for me soon..
i realised that my writing skills have deteriorated drastically since the As ended. not a good sign at all. currently i have the vocabulary bank of a 5 year old. time to blow the dust off my books and regain some intellect before uni term starts and my rusted brain is still corroding. not going to be easy though..
i finally understand what a privilege it is to be a student. being a working adult with all that responsibility, accountability and whatever nonsense tied to it, totally sucks. i miss the days when i can just wake up and declare holiday; or the periods after lunch when all my red blood cells have migrated from my head to my stomach and i hibernate while the teacher is talking; or the writing notes in class and passing food under the desk.. i hate being an adult.. SOBBB. seriously, miss ang has to pluck herself out of bed every morning because she
HAS a job to do and she is a grown woman who should know better than ponning school for no rhyme or reason; miss ang (obviously) can't sleep in class cos she's the one who's
TEACHING and so even her yawns have to be stifled; miss ang cannot write notes or pass food under the table cos there's no one to pass to anyways, all her friends are far far far far awayyyy.. give me back my student-hood
NOW!!!i had a great time at bev's house today, first time in a
LONGGG time i've seen almost everyone: barry, chek, darren, seah, yan bo, siams, fishie, vin, abel, shaun, daniel (who still owes me 29 punches. hahaha. my memory rocks.), amos, subas (who almost got stripped again.. =.=), vic, peter, ashish, michael, josh, the arcus, xi zhen, ting, bev, soph, ethel, miche, yap, meix, debbie, zhu, cheryl, tash, spam... i miss you all!! its been the longest time since we met up. glad to see that most of us
*cough cough* are being useful and contributing to society in some way. heh.
i'm getting all incoherent. time for bed i guess. mr choo invited me for
MAMBO NIGHT tomorrow.. hahaha. dunno if i'll have enough energy to step out of my house in the first place. i might just collapse in the bathroom later.. heh. watched
PROTEGE today at 9.20pm (latest movie i ever watched in my life!!) with my beloved nat and E, who accompanied us despite having company class tomorrow morning. the show was
EXCELLENT. period. need i say more? go watch for yourselves.
anyways, off to bed. peace on earth and mercy mild.
12:17 am
soak up the son
