Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

its been a while since i updated and my blog is pretty.. dead. haha.

anyways, life has been going along fine. other than the fact that i am still bumming at home and emjoying the benefits of being unemployed.

reading hon's entry on Nat's Bye bye Part I,II & III (okay, sorry hons i haven't read your blog in a while. i mean, neither have you updated it. hahaha.) made me realise that very soon singapore will be very very empty, and perhaps my heart will be too.

recall the time when you were asked by your mom to throw out your favourite dirty pillow or grubby shirt or tattered toy.. the tug-of-war with your mother would have lasted quite a while before you sit in the corner and sulk till the cows come home when your mother finally snatches the thing and hurls it into the rubbish chute. not the perfect analogy but well familiarity is something that no one is willing to part with without struggle. even now i find it strange to think that when we (E, Bea and Hons) meet we won't be seeing Nat. its just weird.

other than that, i'm waiting for uni to start. perhaps then i will be able to numb myself from my missing of the other 3 and the workload will just overwhelm me with stress. hmmmm... perhaps i am overly dependent on them. there's this sick feeling in my stomach whenever i think abt them leaving.

i'm looking forward to the 27th. its been quite a while..

4:07 pm
soak up the son